With an open mind, I do not hesitate to learn and test anything that can help me to understand what I am pondering no matter if that is Buddhism, Theosophy, Taoism, Science, Hinduismā¦Therefore, I was sometimes considered not a Buddhist. However, I do not mind that at all. All I focus on is to understand the subject.
In Buddhism, we know that form is not āI, my, mine, myselfā, but I am not apart from form. What does this mean?
There is a view that takes this as there is no I or no self. Since there is no I, no self then there is also no soul, no atman because this is what we called anatta in Buddhism. With this, it covers all the possibilities of the existence of the self whether it is permanent, unchangeable atman or impermanent, changeable such as soul or ego, true self or not true self.
However, I do not see how this view explains the second part of āI am not apart from formā? In normal logic, if there is no āIā then the statement āI am not apart from formā is an invalid statement. In other words, we cannot say āform is not Iā but/and āform is I or I am in form or form is in meā. Some may say that what we call āIā in the second part is not the real āIā, so the āIā that is not apart from form is that fake āIā. However, this contradicts the first part that said āform is not I.ā It does not say āform is not real Iā
When the Buddha is asked if there is a self? He keeps silent then explains that if he says there is a self then it is eternalism, if he says there is no self then it is annihilation. He then points to Dependent Origination as the middle way. What DO is referring to? Not too many people can agree with its implication. Not saying that we have no idea what it is referring to.
When someone asks if the soul and the body are identical or the soul and the body are different things, the Buddha tells us that view arises because of grasping. However, In DN7, the Buddha says that if a noble monk enters and remains in jhanas, it is appropriate to say of him that the soul and the body are identical or the soul or the body are different things. However, even if the Buddha also knows and sees like that, he does not say so. Why? To me, because the Buddha understood superposition.
We can see the superposition process of the soul and body here. (Note that what we call soul here is simply mind or āfeeling, perception, volitional formations, consciousness.ā)
When the perception of the body is still there (in rupa jhanas), we can say the soul and the body are identical. What we feel, perceiveā¦ are simply about the body or the mind. However, when the perception of the body is no longer there (in arupa jhanas), that means when there is no more observation of the body, we can say that the soul and the body are different. What we feel, perceiveā¦ are not about the body.
When there is no observation of both the body and the soul (cessation of feeling and perception), we are in the superposition state of the soul and the body. At this step, we can no longer be identified with anything. In other words, when there is no more observation, we cannot determine anything about that superposition state. However, this does not mean that there is nothing there. According to superpositionās concept as I understood, it contains an infinite number of potential states. This is why the Buddha does not say if the body and the soulā¦ He simply says: when this is, that is. When this is not, that is not.
āThis isā is the outcome of an observation. āThe soul and the body are identicalā is the outcome of an observation. The āselfā is the outcome of an observation. The Buddha never says that the self does not exist!
Superposition helps me make sense of many difficult concepts and implications in Buddhism. However, since this is my own approach and understanding, there will be many objections, so I will better keep it simple.