I had a vivid dream that I visited a beautiful Buddhist temple. The people were waiting in line to receive the abbot’s blessing. When I got to the front of the line, it was a famous Buddhist teacher. I sat down to receive his blessing, and he was very rude to me. I left disappointed.
This reminds me of a saying attributed to Zen Master Linji, who founded the Rinzai sect of Zen Buddhism. The saying goes, “If you meet the Buddha on the road, kill him.” Like any Zen koan, this is not meant to be taken literally. The road symbolizes our path to enlightenment.
The Buddha on the road could be the historical founder of Buddhism, a celestial Buddha or Bodhisattva, or even your own teacher. The point is to find the Buddha within oneself, rather than clinging to an outside being and getting no closer to enlightenment. This is not about literal killing:
Linji also once said, “‘Buddha’ means pureness of the mind whose radiance pervades the entire dharma realm.” If you are familiar with Mahayana Buddhism, you will recognize that Linji is talking about Buddha Nature, which is the fundamental nature of all beings. In Zen, it’s generally understood that “When you meet the Buddha, kill him” refers to “killing” a Buddha you perceive as separate from yourself, because such a Buddha is an illusion.
Kill the Buddha? What Does That Mean?
If Buddha-nature is within all things and beings, then doctrines and teachers are aids to awakening the Buddha-nature within, rather than objects of worship to be fetishized. The Buddha’s last words were to be a lamp unto oneself, seeking no external refuge.
If there is no self, as the Buddha taught, then we shouldn’t be attached to external beings such as our teacher or even the Buddha himself, since they ultimately have no inherent existence. If you meet the Buddha on the road, kill him, because the Buddha has no self in the first place.