Not sure about that Venerable sister
Because in my experience it was fear and greed that brought me to stop, and when I looked back i couldn’t find anything wrong because the sum of my fear and mental pain was exactly enough to make this cycle stop! - and then i could see my own shadow dispensary under sufficient light in the perfect angle … gone gone, and good bye! 
there are no dark side, there are just this! And that the gooood news 
I hope and wish that stillness does it for you as for me!