Well said, @Deeele!
Having said that, I suspect letting go of omnipresent, ongoing social pressures to (quite literally) ‘make something of one’s self’ is no mean feat for anyone. The practice, at least here in the ‘West,’ has always felt to me a bit like swimming upstream – at times in spite of our dominant culture rather than because of it.
I don’t believe anyone said this is (or ever has been) a particularly easy path.
In our culture it is all to easy to confuse our roles with our ‘selves.’
I used to say one of the reasons that teenage years are so stressful is that teens are so preoccupied with perfecting a credible ‘act’. . . a persona which serves well to negotiate their social environment with – if not ease and grace – at least acceptance. Unfortunately, many, perhaps even most of us come to believe we are that ‘act.’
“Persona,” I’ve been told, derives from the Greek for ‘mask’ – think the Happy/Sad masks iconic of theater. As Shakespeare noted, “All the world’s a stage…” I believe he may have grasped anicca as well. Someday revisit how Prospero concludes the play-within-a-play in The Tempest; but I digress…
Before wishing to set aside any of our personal ‘masks,’ which have, after all, kept us safe for so many years, I believe @dhammasamy is quite right that one ought to have a pretty compelling reason. And, what’s more, it is not likely to arise from someone else’s good advice.
So what would cause letting go of our cherished persona(s)? That is, I think, a most excellent question.
I believe that it is likely (at least for some of us) that the necessary condition is established only by having the mind examine itself over a sustained period, quite possibly years. It would need to see for itself just how little freedom it actually has when witnessing that which it finds attractive or just how reactive it becomes in the face of that to which it is aversive.
On reflection, one may come to see how, taken to extremes, these quite normal behaviors of our egos can (and all to often do) lead to greed and hatred.
One might even argue that not to notice this is to live with ‘delusion,’ but, for me, that sounds just too harsh and judgmental (even if true). As an aside – in my estimation, few things are as damaging to one’s spiritual well-being as letting one’s ego get to be RIGHT about the t(T)ruth.
I think the best answer to dhammasamy’s most excellent question was given by a courageous nun from Saranaloka when she was asked about the many sacrifices she made when going forth, in homelessness, to live the life of a renunciate. She replied that, for her, it was simply a matter of giving up something good for something better.
I sympathize all who, like myself, still carry the burden of all these masks, whose weight can be appalling. For goodness sake’s, it seems that once you’ve created (or ‘pretended’) a persona (or self!) you’re compelled to extend it and, what’s worse, defend it. Just like trying to control other aspects of the universe, this can be quite exhausting.
Perhaps the best reason for letting go of this pretend, extend, defend dance we all go through is just the relief that comes with finally putting down a heavy burden. All in good time, though.
As a true spiritual friend (John Travis) once said to us (with a smile and a wink) the end of a Daylong Retreat, “Don’t worry, you’ll get over yourself!”
Amen.