Hi @CurlyCarl ! People on this forum seem OBSESSED with interpreting every question about the early buddhist texts as if they where just some sort of smokescreen for the REAL questions about ones personal ethics and religious practice.
I was under the (OBVIOUSLY FALSE) impression that this forum was devoted to the study of the early Buddhist textual material on its own merits, not as the ground for (interminable) discussions of contemporary ethics and religious practice.
I realise now that while occasional discussions of textual matters do occur, the vast majority of posters prefer to talk about their own religious and personal ethics/practices and theories, with teh EBTS used as the prefered “background” material for winning points ofr or against the arguments about the contemporary issues.
A PERFECT example of this was the thread about diet in early Buddhism where the people who used textual evidence to deduce that the early followers where most likely omnivores where almost immediately attacked as immoral and hostile anti-buddhists who where defending industrial agricultural practices.
Here in this thread also, my question was ENTIRELY motivated by a seeming “tension” between the notion that lay followers where in effect held to a much higher standard than monastics when it came to killing living beings, which struck me as odd since it appeared quite impractical given what we know about Indian society at the time.
I speculated that one reason might be that the word in the pancasila was incorrectly glossed. This speculation seems pretty thoroughly falsified at this point thanks to the poster who provided the sanskrit cognates.
This had and has NOTHING TO DO with my personal ethics, which, apart from the fact that I have been known to occasionally eat meat and that I do not find many of the arguments of vegetarians completely convincing, this forum knows NOTHING ABOUT.
For the record I am something of a pacifist and have been known to put up with flies and mosquitos in situations where many people would not. I am not sure if this is because of the Budda’s teaching or if its more that I was drawn to the teaching because of my instinctive sympathy towards pacifism. (a third possibility is that both my sympathy for pacifism and my interest in buddhism emanate form a past life where I was both).
The upshot is that I am interested in the EBT’s primarily from their own point of view, because I want to make sense of them on their own terms, not because I want to decode a set of religious instructions, I actually think that paying attention, reducing the hatred and lust and delusion in your heart, and trying not to be selfish are easily sufficient by themselves for more than a lifetime of spiritual practice, and not only does one not need the EBT’s to get these ideas, one probably doesn’t even need Buddhism, pretty much every religion and several of the better known philosophies all give this advice both in the past and now.
SO again, the reason I am researching and reading the EBT’s is not because I find myself confused about what I should or shouldn’t do or how I should or shouldn’t practice, I study them because i find them INTERESTING.
For example it seems pretty clear that the pancasila is based on the shorter section on ethics of the sekkha patipada, with the prohibition on harming plants and seeds replaced with a prohibition on alcohol (which some people claim was practically unknown in the Buddhas time)
This is in itself interesting as if the plants and seeds rule was applied to the laity then they would all starve and die which implies that the original system was more or less wholly aimed at monastics and makes the reception of lay ethics in pre-Ashokan times a quite mysterious and interesting subject.
SO in summary, it’s not so much that people here irritate me becasue they disagree with my musings on the EBT’s, its that they sort of completely ignore them and rush to answer (kind of personal) questions I never asked and if I did want to ask it would definitely not be something I would ask strangers on the internet.
So I just wish people would read my questions and respond to them on their own terms, not read them, translate them into whatever they thing i’m “really” asking about and answer that.
As for your actual question, I think killing a person is worse than killing a mosquito, and from my weak familiarity the Vinaya agrees with me, but from my reading of certain suttas it is much less clear there, and that is why I asked my question in the first place.