I was just reading a comment on here that said, ‘the Buddha recalled 40 thousand eons of expansion and contraction’.
Bare with me a minute, and please inform me if I am missing something here … but I’m sure I’ve read that a Buddha is ‘born’ each eon. (Yes?? No ??)
… and this Buddha gets enlightened each time ? Otherwise they are not exactly the Buddha? Right?
…. And therefore by default gets Nibbana-d ?
Sooooo, what’s going on here?
I can’t explain how consciousness first originated, … but I ‘can’ just put it in the context of ‘magical things that I don’t know’, and accept that if it (consciousness) can be extinguished like blowing out a flame, then it must by default also be a flame that somehow lights itself first.
So, if the Buddha recalls 40 million eons of expansion and contraction … and has been enlightened and extinguished 40 million times, …. then is not the Buddha the same stream of consciousness to have that 40m eon memory?
If so, then how does that fit with extinguishment? How can you truly be extinguished if you keep popping back up like one of those ‘joke/gag’ birthday candles?
How do I make this make sense?
The Eternal now? Everything everywhere all at once? … and we just get dropped / anchored anywhere on the ‘timeline’ perceiving it is as linear rather than curved? We are all one? …and any ol life the Buddha tapped in to was also his, also yours, also mine?
I got kicked out of religious ed in grade 5 for asking too many ‘questions like this lol … but maybe this is just a simple misunderstanding of info on my part tho ???