I understand. We all try our best.
I don’t so much need to do any additional experiment beyond the experiment of my regular life. I have many real positions I feel aren’t especially popular. I try to assess where I might usefully contribute an alternative perspective, where I might best hold my peace and where I might best use a combination of the two.
Mounting a relentless dogged defence of my ideas will pretty much always fall into the ‘not especially skilful’ category. Why:
1a) I recognise the fallibility of my ideas and being too concerned with staunchly defending them does neither me nor anyone else any favours;
1b) I rate listening as the far superior skill than telling;
2) if after a few back-and-forths I get the sense that I’m just trying to assert my views repetitiously I have to conclude I haven’t really connected with whomever I’m talking to in any meaningful way and that I have to review how I’m talking, with (rather than ‘at’) whom I’m talking and the value of continuing talking;
3) I’m relatively at ease with people not agreeing with me on various - sometimes quite important - things and don’t quite feel the attraction/need to go to pains to set out the validity of my views (and if I did, in all honesty, I’d take it as an indicator that my views might be a bit off the mark);
4) The attakavagga is one of my favourite collections of texts;
5) I think there are probably some other reasons, but that will do for now.
Of course, this is just an impression of how I personally look at things, and in the first instance I’m just outlining it show that the experiment you’ve invited me to take part in is based on an assumption I have a fundamental difficulty with: the task of “explain[ing] and justify[ing my] position” is in most situations one I am a bit suspicious of.
Having said all this, I do have real regard for what I understand to be your basic wish, all the more so because it appears to be driven by love for your daughters. My own father wasn’t especially fussed about the concept of fatherhood, so I have quite a clear sense of what a precious, beautiful thing a caring father is and I very much wish you all the best in finding ways to channel your caring energies into something that genuinely brightens the future for your daughters.