Can someone parse this for me? I am not following I have something like, "just as mentality/materiality is the basis for consciousness, so “Self” is the basis for self-consciousness [“Self” is kind of “inner” mentality/materiality]. Thus the basis ‘mentality/materiality’ is external to the basis ‘self’ whereas ‘consciousness of’ is external to self-consciousness. Consciousness of is therefore not directly external to Self.
I thought putting in english words for the Pali ones might help but I am still completely lost.
If the whole point of the Buddhas teaching is that atta is not known or percieved in any phenomena then how could it be the basis for anything, or internal to any external, if the argument is that false-self is the basis of false-selfconsciousness then in what sense is real-consiousness “not directly external” to it?
There is definitly a point in European philosophy where I hit a wall, where between the last book and this one there is some shift in the way words and phrases are used that seems to become quite willfully incoherant, I think it’s somwhere around Hegel, at least with Kant you get a sense that if you just thought about it harder and read more it might come into view, with Hegel you get this feeling like maybe he has actually untethered slightly, but you still see a “gist” and get a “vibe”, it might not all make complete logical sense, but, you get the idea…
WIth Hiedegger tho… there really seems to emerge this tradition of willful obscurity that is just never broken down, like you have to be initiated into the secret language and accept that it will never make sense in terms of what you understood words to mean before. It’s wierd, because so much of what he says is so resonant and feels so “insightful” but there are so many passages seemingly written under his influence, like the one above, that just seem to not ever resolve into something that I can actually understand.
Sigh.
I am very keen one day to read and engage more with Ven. Nanavira though, I think the anglo/german post hiedeggarian buddhists are quite fascinating and refreshing.