Doesn’t effect ones practice? The nature of the practice has to change as our understanding and insight deepens. Otherwise, we would always be at the same level of practice that we attained when we first encountered ‘practice’ in its various forms. Many people - when they first encounter Dhamma-Practice - are largely incapable of anything but a few moments of superficial calm and they have a very rudimentary understanding of the teachings. Its not that the practice changes we just are able to understand it better if things are unfolding nicely. The practice is then ‘actualised’ in a less confused and piece-meal form.
It is true to say that as we progress in our practice we are ‘diminished’ bit-by-bit. We don’t become anything ‘highfalutin’ instead, we are more ordinary and straightforward - unpretentious. This is one of the wonderful things about practice! Its not about ego-driven manias or trying to become something - nobody is suggesting that we should aim to be anything at all - at least I’m not! Don’t try to become an Aryan - it does not work that way. However, that does not change the fact that practice deepens over time if we truly understand what it is and, how it unfolds (naturally) - organically.
Most of this understanding comes in hindsight and not-before! That is what insight means - after the fact we understand more deeply. When I say (WE) understand this, I am using ‘conventional’ language. Dhamma insight transcends a sense of self - of a ‘somebody’ who is in possession of a nugget of wisdom. An Arahant is nobody going nowhere - thats why they are so incredibly beautiful and worthy of respect! If, they were busy doing a lot of ‘mastering’ about the place (I gotta lot of mastering to do today) they would only be of interest to those who feel the need for that kind of thing - being somebody who sits at the feet of masters etc.
Why would there be a need to find yourself elsewhere - anywhere in particular - when all there is is true knowledge and clear-comprehension - peace at last - the end of craving. An Arahant can find release anywhere in any circumstances - but they still might prefer to live in a cave or, somewhere else! Compassion and loving-kindness may move an Arahant. However, there is no felt-need to be anyone - a ‘someone’ - all of that (palaver) is ‘done and dusted’.
So, you are right, its not about craving to become anything or sporting attainments like a badge of honour - that would be silly! We only truly understand what it is to be nobody’s - humbly doing our practice - when we have experienced enough beautiful and liberating practice for that penny to drop - deeply understand it. Understanding and practice that is ‘fruitful’ and transformative does not mean we become ego-maniacs - that would make no sense at all?
If we adopt that line of reasoning we may not get anywhere of any consequence in our practice i.e. ‘it doesn’t matter if we experience greater benefits and deeper insights as we proceed in our Dhamma-inquiry’ - as we deepen in our practice. That could easily turn into a self-fulfilling prophecy and we just tread-water and have a bit of a frolic but don’t know what it means to dive-deep!
“Just as the great ocean has one taste, the taste of salt, so also this teaching and discipline has one taste, the taste of liberation.” - The Buddha
Don’t be an Arahant, don’t be a Bodhisattva, don’t be anything at all—if you are anything at all you will suffer.” - Ajahn Chah
Whether we are so-called secular or so-called traditional Buddhists we all know these teachings - at least I hope so? If that is true, then this seeming problem is not an issue for anyone who has understood the teachings in greater detail and depth - it’s a ‘red herring’. ![:heart_eyes: :heart_eyes:](https://discourse.suttacentral.net/images/emoji/twitter/heart_eyes.png?v=5)