Can one not make soundwaves visible?
Anyway, i do not really care. I believe the sublime supreme peace of Nibbana is worth striving for.
Dhamma might seem all like philosphy often, but in the end we have to deal with fears of death, of fears of living, all kinds of emotions, tendencies, a desire not to exist (shyness, too restraint), a desire to exist (to much present, to loose), and suffering, sickness, decay, loss, death. It is no joke for me.
Life is not easy.
here in the Netherlands there is TV program called Over My Death Body. It was yesterday. It was shocking to see again. Young people with cancer in a terminal stage are followed. Pfff…that touches the heart. How one transform from a big strong person in a vulnerable skinny person. Young fathers. Young mothers. People qua age in the bloom of their lifes. Ofcourse with hopes, longings, wishes. Not wanting to die.
There you lie in your bed, alone. I have seen this so much. There you lie, alone with all your pains, fears, hopes, wishes, expectations, thoughts etc. This is Dhamma. Wow…This is no joke. This is not a doctrine. This is life. This is why it is important to make an island of ourselves.
Seeing all this is for me more a Dhamma lesson then reading all this stuff about Nagarjuna.
The real teacher is suffering, the real life. My God…what a nightmare it can be.
After seeing this TV serie i promised myself, again, that i would stop participating here…and would only practice. I felt sad, sensitive, and inspired. Now i am again here. A fool i am.
Now i stop.
May we all attain to the sublime supreme peace of Nibbana and be a light for ourselves and others. A real friend. Maybe it did not appear that way, but i tried.