Existence after Death, Nihilism, and Anattā

[DaoYaoTao]

@DKervick

I don’t know where you got these impressions. I meditate every day,

But your own words, which apply to yourself are as follows:

@DKervick

I think if you attend more carefully, you will see that all of those lovely experiences are stained, so to speak, with a tincture of wistful sadness, since you know that they are impermanent and are passing away before your eyes. Your friends are corpses-to-be. The beauty of the flowers and shrubs are fleeting and doomed. The little insects and frogs live for only a moment as they move around furtively craving food and mates. In your own mind, your enjoyment is hindered by a disquieting sense of things left undone, or imperfections that need to be made more perfect. Everything is pulsating with a painful longing for something more, better, other.

Those words describe your own state of mind.