Just seeing this now as I’m back from an internet-free break… there is a feeling of sadness at reading this, but also of understanding; knowing to prioritize seem to be of the highest importance on the path, particularly with the small lifespan we all have…
I have much gratitude for your work for SC (of which I know next to nothing and am sure to wrongly appreciate due to not being too technical - but I guess was huge based on many comments I read over the last couple of years).
Best wishes for your work at Tilorien Monastery, may it bring you joy and gladness! 