I’ve answered your questions although apparently you either dislike or fail to understand those answers.
So … will my hand physically rot when my body falls down the last time? Yes I believe so, unless I leave cremation instructions which I think are much easier to deal with for those remaining, just scatter the ashes to the four winds!
But what I think you’re asking is do I hold to some form of naive idealism? Do I believe that my hand exists only ‘in my head’? I know what exists ‘in my head’, and it’s not a phantasm hand, it’s actually just a clump of brain meat that reacts to physical stimuli that impact on my body’s sense organs. I know this because science tells me so!
I think your confusion here is that you can only conceive of my phenomenalism in terms of your own internal/external concepts, thus for you I’m an ‘insane’ idealist who thinks the phenomenal world that exists ‘in my head’ is actually external to that head. I’m a sort of psychotically deranged solipsist in your understanding yes?
The problem is that I don’t believe in either your ‘external world’ that we can’t directly sense, nor in your ‘internal’ world of mental processes, ‘mind’, mere appearances etc. I don’t think the internal/external Cartesian dualism is a particularly helpful way of talking about one’s own existence in this phenomenal world, in fact I think it’s delusional.
Is this more or less where you’re coming from DKervick?