Hi Vstakan,
I’ve never met Ajahn Chah, so I can’t confirm or deny anything he has said or hasn’t said. But I’ve often taken this “knower” as a pragmatic instruction rather than a kind of eternal consciousness.
I’m a bhikkhu ordained by Ajahn Brahm, who as you know was a disciple of Ajahn Chah. (I don’t consider myself parth of a tradition, though, other than that of the Buddha.) Ajahn Brahm has often said that the translations of Ajahn Chah’s talks are not good, or at least some of them. And Ajahn Brahm is quite convinced Ajahn Chah didn’t believe in a permanent “knower” or what have you. We only have his word for it, though, so that counts for nothing much. (:
But anyway, that doesn’t mean translators are, as you say, lying “or close to it”. If you have a certain view, you just see it reflected everywhere, even where it isn’t. That happens especially if that view is so central to your life. You can imagine how this can be the case with permanent cittas. Monastics often live their life based around that idea, so they see it everywhere. Heck, people even see it in the suttas, where it obviously (to me) is denied unambiguously. (E.g. DN1, SN12.62) It’s just like Christians see God everywhere, or if you have a hammer, you see nails everywhere! And so they see a permanent knower in talks of Ajahn Chah (whether it was there or not).
So don’t let that shake your faith too much. There are good intentions underlying those translations. Moreover, the translators don’t make any money out of it, it’s all for free, there isn’t any glory in it, or whatever. So if you’re disappointed, let it be just with views, not with intentions, morality or those things.
I reply because I can relate. At some point, when I was still a lay person, I was also disappointed in certain views prevalent in the forest tradition. But I found out they are not universal in that tradition, and there are also many traditions both inside and outside Theravada where this view of eternal mind isn’t held.
My advice is this: stick to the Dhamma, stick to the suttas taught by the Budha. Yeah, the Budha has been gone a long time. So it’s sometimes less inspiring than an arahant in living memory, like perhaps Ajahn Chah was. But that was the Buddha’s own advice: the dhamma will be your teacher after I’m gone (DN16). If you rely on the suttas, you have never reason to be disappointed in any teacher ever again.
I disagree, by the way with people who say, just start at the basics and see where you end up. To me it’s always been important to have an idea of nibbana. That’s how the Buddha started teaching (the third noble truth), so I think it’s important to have an intellectual understanding from the get-go. Also, so you know what you’re in for, haha!
Now I’ll read the rest of the thread and see that others have said the same things already.