Thanks for this post, I found it interesting reading. I have never heard of the “Dark Night Stage” before, and the concept is intriguing.
I don’t think I have ever experienced this. The closest would be many years ago when I was in my twenties and I was watching a woman buying a Christmas gift from a department store. I don’t know how I knew, but somehow I sensed this woman wasn’t rich (perhaps from the clothes she wore) and yet she was spending money on a present. To most of us, what she purchased would have been insignificant in terms of price, but I gathered it was a significant purchase for her, just from the way she was hesitant about it all, and her sense of half regret in giving the money.
That seemingly inconsequential observation triggered a whole flood of thoughts in me. With a wave of realisation that flooded me, I extrapolated from her condition, the act of purchase, the sacrifice (?) she was making, the happiness that the gift will no doubt bring … all that into a realisation of the impermanence of it all. Everything, the gift, the happiness, the regret, her life, my life, it was then that I truly understood what dukkha and samsara was.
This was quite a lot for someone in their twenties to process, seemingly in the prime of their life, and at the beginning of their adult life. I think I spent most of that Christmas somewhat depressed, and I never really accepted it until much later.
Anyway, to go back to your post, I agree that eventually the meditative states may well blend into the “normal” state, into our daily lifes, our conscious thoughts, and eventually our subconscious thoughts and perhaps into our dreams.
My best illustration of this is the āruppamānasaṁ
(non-material thought) state of nevasaññanāsaññāyatanacitta
(the consciousness pertaining to the base of neither-perception-nor-non-perception).
When I first read about this, I couldn’t even figure out what it meant. But when I first experienced it, I suddenly realised what it was. It’s effectively “no thoughts” - our mind is in “idle gear” with each mind-moment not generating any conscious thought process at all, therefore we are neither “perceiving” nor “non-perceiving”.
After I have experienced this, I was also able to experience this in my subconscious and indeed in my dreams. I have lucid dreams (I am aware that I am dreaming) for most of my life, but lately, in the last year or so, I discovered I can partially control my dream. Ie., I can pause, rewind, fastforward and replay my dreams. I can also change the dream subject and guide my subconscious to a different path.
What I discovered was I can achieve the nevasaññanāsaññāyatanacitta
state in my dreams. Effectively my subconscious becomes stuck in an “infinite loop” not generating any thoughts at all, but my conscious mind is aware of this and monitoring the thoughts not forming. It’s a very interesting state - neither pleasant nor unpleasant.
Anyway, thanks again for the interesting post.